update

[queenbookwench]

Feeling better. Talked to my lovely roommate (who has had Issues before and could relate) then to ariadnesthread on the phone. Had an omelet and tea, and showered. Called advisor and left reasonably professional message on answering machine. Have not heard back. Got dressed right down to the don't-fuck-with-me pumps; went to class and taught. Class went fairly well. Went to work out at Curves and realized I have turned a corner; exercise feels energizing rather than exhausting. Picked up new books at library. Yay books! I'm trying hard to not obsess over this whole thing and wonder what I did wrong--I am mostly succeeding but not entirely.