Late Night Thoughts

I've been careless with people lately, and I regret it very much. I've been treading water the last month or so, avoiding everyone, avoiding myself, avoiding the future. I was so drained--mentally, physically, and emotionally--at the end of this past semester that I think I needed that for awhile, just to recuperate. But I let it go on way too long and I got stuck, mired in fear of change, fear of the Real World. I retreated too much into books and daydreams, and in the process, ignored my family and my friends. I don't like having to face my self-centered streak. But I'm _trying_ to move on now, and I wanted to issue a general non-specific apology (probably soon to be followed by specific ones to several people). I'm sorry, y'all.